Scorpio zodiac facts.
i don’t know why it hurts so much that i wasn’t included in that… you said you’ve loved me, now it seems like i’m less and less to you again.
Why me? why can’t i sleep? why can’t i just be happy? i spend the day at a mother fucking wedding for my cousin, and i can’t be happy, is there a goddamn god? what the hell is he doing this to me for… why can’t i keep people in my life? why can’t i trust my family? trust my friends? why am i so hard to handle… so hard to love? why don’t i say the right thing? why can’t i close my eyes? why must i love those who don’t love me? why is it more painful for me to watch people get hurt than for others? why do i have this paranoia? why didn’t you stay? you said you would… why don’t you try to get me back in your life? why can’t i find a relief that doesn’t have a chance to get me killed… or people in my life actually accepted… why does it hurt so bad to break a promise? why can’t i cry…
(Source: the-strangestworld, via deadly--secrets)
FUCK THESE STUPID FUCKING INSECURITIES! I JUST WANT TO FEEL SAFE AGAIN! NOT LIKE I’M A FUCKING TARGET, NOT LIKE I’M GOING TO LOSE SOMEONE, BECAUSE IT’S WHAT CAUSES ME TO FUCKING LOSE THEM!..
this is why i love this band. they really opened my eyes about this world.
(Source: bubblecrust, via beautifully--imperfectt)